The patient was a pleasant 72 yo f with a PMHx significant
for HTN. She had initially presented to
the clinic for follow-up after several months of being without her
anti-hypertensive medication. She was
started on oral medication and dismissed home.
As she was leaving the clinic she began experiencing unilateral weakness
on her R side and an inability to talk.
Her family quickly realized something was wrong and brought her back
into the hospital. Her exam was consistent
with a dense L sided MCA stroke. tPA was
not given as it has at best questionable science behind it. Also we have no CT scan or the actual drug
itself. Aspirin was administered
rectally and the patient was left to recover in the hospital. Unfortunately, the patient’s blood pressure
became increasingly difficult to control and the patient went on to have a generalized
tonic-clonic seizure. IV Diazepam was
given and she had no further seizure-like activity. Plan
of care and prognosis were discussed with family. Without aggressive treatment of her blood
pressure (250/120 and up) with IV medication, imaging to truly identify the
magnitude of the lesion and eventually a feeding tube to help with nutrition,
then the scope of her disability and chances of her recovery were both
grim. The family elected to keep the
patient in the hospital. While the
patient showed no outward evidence of discomfort she continued to decline until
she passed away on 17/2/17 at 1700. She
was surrounded by a large cohort of her friends and family.
This is a death summary.
Every individual who passes away in a hospital setting receives one of
these. They are cold and “factual”. And honestly, the one above has more detail
than any others I’ve read or written.
Covering an inpatient hospice service, I’ve gotten kind of used to writing
a death summary. Covering an inpatient
stroke service also means I have seen those sorts of devastating strokes
before. They’re horrible, awful, terrible
things. We have little treatment for
them. Our main hope is to prevent them.
And that’s the kicker in Haiti. Primary prevention of medical illness (i.e.
preventing the first stroke or the first heart attack) is incredibly difficult. In speaking with Dr. Leo after this woman’s
passing he was quick to point out that her case should be a beacon to the
community for why it is so important to treat tansyon oh. However, he said that the people will say, “Oh
she shouldn’t have crossed *that road today” or blame it on other superstitious
things. Maybe her family was “cursed”. Maybe she crushed the wrong plant as she was hiking up the mountain to clinic. Seriously, this will be how they explain her
death. Sidenote, having walked from the
road to this poor woman’s house I’m surprised she didn’t have her stroke en
route. It was a very steep climb.
Death means so many things in Haiti. I’ve seen new moms stare blankly or even with
some semblance of relief when I’ve told them their newborn passed away. This woman had “eaten a lot of salt” and
there was nearly a riot in the hospital there were so many people clamoring to
display their distress over her passing.
Also, how ironic is the “eaten a lot of salt” metaphor for a person
being in their older age? Especially
when diseases related to hypertension are likely one of the, if not the most,
common cause of death in that population.
A small contingent of blan from the clinic attended her
funeral. Her daughter has actually been
on staff at the clinic for several years, so the family was part of the clinic
family. I didn’t know what to
expect. I figured there would be a fair
amount of wailing and shouting, which there was. I figured there would be a lot of singing,
which there was less than I would have guessed.
I figured there would be a collection passed, which there was not. And I figured it would be at a church, and
this was at her home. Her grave was dug
behind her house. Apparently you have to
be a member of the church in order to have your funeral at the church and to be
buried in the cemetery. I remember from
before; death in Haiti is big business.
We stayed in the back so as not to generate a large
distraction from the proceedings. Soon I
was surrounded by a puffs of smoke. A
group of older men had gathered behind a wall of her house to smoke cigarettes
and drink moonshine. They were laughing
in conversation with each other, and I can only imagine that they were sharing
loving stories about the recently departed.
Everyone handles death and grief differently, so I’m not going to
question their actions.
As the ceremony closed, the procession was led by two small
children carrying a beautiful wreath.
Pall bearers took their place and the casket was carried past us and
they began the descent down the steep, slick path leading to the grave
site. They struggled. It was narrow and the embankment was steeper
still. Thankfully the casket never fell,
but there was a steady rotation of men jumping in to help out. My interpreter, John, was quick to lend a
hand. He had revealed to me days earlier
that his father had passed away in the week before my arrival to the
states. He too had had a stroke. I can’t even imagine how difficult the entire
course of events was for him, but his focus was entirely on the family of this
decedent.
The casket was lowered and covered. The family returned to sit and receive those
who came to pay their respects. Mwen
desole pou ou. Hugs and tears and hugs
and tears. But there was beauty in the
grief that I can’t explain. And as we
began our long hike up the steep mountainside to the road we were able to reflect
on just how intimate the event was that we had just attended. This was a deeply loved woman from the
community and we were welcomed as family because they knew we had loved her too. While
she passed under our care, we had shown compassion and had offered all of the
treatments available to us.
It goes to show, even when you can’t fix, even when there is
a potential for fix but maybe not immediately available, even when you’re
delivering a message as grim as the one I had to, if you do the small things
with great love then people will find comfort.
Her body was released to her family for burial at home. This is Dr. Matt Downen dictating death
summary on ……. Thank you. End dictation.
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